Nervous but Excited

School started this past Monday and the week leading up to it was a bit chaotic. My week went a bit like this: School shopping for adorable supplies (this takes forever since I’m very anal about organizational supplies), take a few hour break. Find clothes that are dress code appropriate since I haven’t had one in 2 years, break. Organize backpack and pick out first day of school outfit, break. This made the process last a few days but we did it and I got cute and organized! I’ll admit it’s hard to go back to a school schedule where every hour you’re doing something completely different. It’s annoying to have to be conscious of what I’m going to wear for the day especially since it’s triple digits here. It’s stressful remembering all my teachers names and wear I sit for each class and how to get from 2nd hour to 3rd and from 2nd to 4th instead on block days. But I made it! It’s Saturday and  now I’m relaxing, working on some projects due later next week, and making my best friend her birthday card. My plan of action is to go to the nurse during lunch in which I lay down in the Sick Room, close the door, leave on only the warm colored dim lamp, and rest. This gives me 20 minutes or so of in and out napping and laying flat that helps to reduce my headaches and take some pressure off my neck for a while. My nurse is amazing by the way! She’s kind and helpful and if a situation were to arise where you were being taken advantage of, she’d back you. She has helped me some much these last few years, she even helped me realize what I truly need is an IEP to help protect me when my cognitive functioning isn’t at it’s best.

mri

My neurology appointment was also the week before school started. We talked and decided the best route was to do and EEG and an MRI to cover our bases and for when I transfer to an adult neuro. They are both this Monday and I’ll admit I’m nervous. My suspected sensory processing disorder could be thrown into overload and I could potently have a panic attack and that would not be good. I also have to be running on only 4 hours of sleep for the EEG and I still have to go and function at school. That’s what is really making me anxious. Though I may be able to handle it since me sleep has been declining these past two weeks. I went from waking up occasionally, to waking up 2 or 3 times, now I’m waking up up to 5 times a night. I even had a terrifying sleep paralysis episode. I haven’t had one in a very long time, probably over 6 months. But I feel excited for results and a new plan of action. I’ll write a post once I get the results and once we figure out a new way to handle them if need be. For now I’ll see ya’ll soon!

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